Ello!!

sooooo i can't say i'm happy cause i'm not ! i started the day pretty good! cleanin my room and i found Hannah montana postcards too lolz !!

Then in the afternon drama started . thanks to Amii i fel just ok but not that sad !

D-R-A-M-A with taylor started and i'm fed up so i'm calling the quits as peeps say!!

Even tho i think i really like him !

D-r-a-m-a with Nick ! he got a call and he have to move to Canada .. soo i donno if i can be able to see him anymore !

daddy d-r-a-m-a.. Have u ever felt like u have somethin or someone really special to your'e heart which , after u loose it u realize u never aprriciate that person or that thing as u should ?

I miss my dad like crazy , he passed away when i was 13 with lung cancer and since father's day is this weekend . i kinda think about him more !!

Amii tried all her best to try and cheer me up and actually , i'm not laughin or naything but she actually helped alot / bless her !!

Then drake told me that he's leavin on 21'22 july and he might not come back which was soooo sad cause i missed him even for like 2 days so i'm for sure not surviving for that long without him !!!

Ughh great my sister just told me we have to go shopping on thursday which im s not in the mood for !! i guess i would forget some stuff if i hangout with her and roseanne !! which is not the same as if i had to hangout with Amii and Drake , i bet we would have much better time together !

seriesly im loosing to much peeps now i would honestly die if Amii had to tell me she's over xat and stuff ! cause i can't live without her.

soo guys pray for me ! i need to stop crying but i can't

love u all

abbz

xoxox